Paus

Paus

 "Paus” hya eka shabdat kaay nahiye.  Pausmhanje Aathavanincha samudra , paus mhanje aanada, .  Paus mhanje alladpana , Paus mhanje dukkha aani  Paus mhanje pragalbhata aani khupkahi.

Kaal ghari jatana khup paus pada thota. Me chalata chalata panayacha ek motha pravaha javal aale. Savkash,swatahala ,chatrila savarat me to panyacha jeevanta strot paar kela. Sahajachavalun mage baghitala tar tya panyabarobar anek bhavana manat uchambalun aalya.Vatala, “kiti japun chalale na me, bhiju naye mhanun kiti kalaji ghetali, hichajar kahi varsha purvichi me asate tar dhapa dap udya marat gele asate, udanara pani mansokta anubhavala asata, tyachya thanda sparshane moharale asate…” swatahashicha hasat punha vatela lagale.. manatalya manat punha aathavaniina ujala deun tya padayya pavasat me tya olya aathavani kordyacha anubhavalya…

Vegavegalya vayat vegala bhetala paus mala. Lahanpani aaicha dola chukavun, kadhitari ticha ekakhada dhapata khaunahi pausacchya sarinnacha manmurat aanada lutalay. Kagadachya hodya karun tya ghara samorun vahanarya panayat sodayachya aani tya bhiju nayet mhanun tyachyavar swataha bhijat chatri tharayachi… kaay gammat hoti tyat. “bholanathala saungun paus padanyache divas hote te.. karan tevha shalela sutti havi hoti na” .. tevha tya kovalya vayat approp hota pavasacha. Navalai hoti.. kuthun yeto .. kuthe jato hyacha aashcharya hota.

Mag paus bhetala college madhe.Classroom chya khidakitun tyala baghatana vatayacha “ aanadachya, utsahachya sari kolatahet….” Maga asaacha kadhitari bhar pavasat lecture bunk karun anek rainy trips, treks kele. Sahyadricha nisargacha gonads roop, rudra avatar sagala pahila. Tyala kadhi manat sadhavala tar kadhi dolyat tar kadhi camerat. Hindi cinemane pavasachi ghataleli bhural aani swataha anubhavalele tyachi zinga hyachi nasa kahi auracha hoti. Apratim, ativ godi hoti tyat. Hya divasamadhala paus allad hota.Agadi “yere yere pavasa … pasun tip tip barasa pani” paryantacha paus allad.Happening aani mastikhor hota.

Hacha puas jeva marin drive var,worli seaface aani Gateway la samudrashi zombazombi karatana pahila tevha  rangada, rakat vatala. Samudrachya afat shaktila aaplya eke ek sariine aavhan detoy asa vatala. Jaganyachi (samudrachya latanchi) aani astiva dikvanyachi (pavasachi) tyachi spardha farak mohak hoti. Pan tarihi tyat ekmekant samarasun misalun janyatala aanada pan hota.

Tarunyatala paus tasa vegalacha hota. Pavasat bhijnare, hathat haat ghalun firnari couples baghun chan vatayacha. hya pavasat Kiti tari janani aanabhaka ghetalya astil premachya, kadhihi vegala na honychya aani asha kititari. Hyacha pavasat de doghe hote, chatri asun bhijanare , n bolata muka pane chalnare…pavasacha aanand ghet hote? Samudrachi gaaj aikat hote? Ekmenbaddal kahi vatatay ka hyacha calculation karat hote..nakki kaay karat hote mahit nahi. Pan ek divas nahi roj yayache basache aani nighun jayache…kadachit samudrala aani pavasala pan prashna padala asel kaay aahe hyachya manat?  mala tyacha mahit nahi pan me kharacha khup prem karate tyachyavar. Tyachya bhetine khup kahi dila aani pudhehi deil ha vishwas aahe mala. Tyachya mule paus aavadala, tyachyamule kavitetala jagana aani jaganyatali kavita kalali. Hya natyane bharbharun dila mala agadi ashadatalya sarinsarkha… khup bhijavala, sujanacha anubhav dila. Pan tarihi he naat purnatvacha nahi hyachi janeev hoti.. Mala tyachyakadun tashi apeksha hi nahi. Kahi nati hi apurnacha asavi karan purnatvala gela ki tyachyatil navinya sampat. Prem bhakti asu sakate ka? Majhacha mala prasha . ho ka nahi , miracha nahvata ka bhaktimay prem… mala majha uttar hya pausane dila mala meera banayacha hota Radha nahi….  

aata hacha paus bus chya khidkitun, train madhun pahatana titkacha mohak disto pan to tya barobar pragalbhatechi janneev karun deto. Train chya darvajyat ubha rahun kinvakhidkitun haat baher kadhun tyala thodasa anubhava lagato. Kitihi vatala taripatkan jaun manamurat bhijanyacha aanada lutata yet nahi. Mag haacha paus punhajaaneev karun deto ki “nahi ghadat aahe aata tula hava tasa .. kahi harkat nahi hye thodasa je mala anubhavalas na te manat sathav aani bharpur motha shwas he…utwas taak .. aani tya barobar baher taak manatil sagali malabha.. punha haatbhijun anubhav mala.. bagha tula mansokta bhijhaliyes asa vatel”… kiti positiveenergy aani aashavadi vichar deun jato ha paus… mhahatvacha asato to aapla tyakade pahanyacha durshtikon.

Asa ha paus kadhi thandagar,kadhi maushar tar kahi ubadaar sparsha deun jato… to nehamicha manat aashavad phulun jato karan jatana to punha yenar aahe he sangun gelela asato…

mag me punha trainchya khidakijaval basun hya varshicha dolyat, manat sadhavalela paus japun deun  pudhachya varshichya pausachi vaat baghanyat danga hote.